basketball freako!

2006-12-30T00:39:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO! i have so much fun today!

woke up at 6 am to help mum with something and left home at 8 am to Cairnhill CC to play bball with forum members. this is my first outing with them so i dunno anybody there?! haha but got online chat with some of them the past few days lah haha. so i shoot a little while then truthliar came. yeah so we shooot a little too. den slowly many people came haha.

i think these ballers are darn cool and fun people lah! there were alot! namely me, truthliar, ah lang, zhong, admin(esther), weijian(national men player!!*admire*), elson(pro!), samuel, nic(old but lameheee XD) and his two other friends, 8 Trigrams, admin 2 other frens, fion and her 1 girl de fren and 3 or 4 guy de fren and maybe got some i dunno name haha. total about 20 people den its like damn fun!

the bball court was like damn packed den fully booked lah! so we form teams and went to play match with the people on court(we dunno) so as to chase them out. was posted with one team but as a noob basketball lover, of cos i was of not much use to the team! my D was not good and i dun really dare to attack. when people pass me the ball i pass back -.o haha. and i nearly sprain my leg cos i accidentally step on truthliar feet! haha it was intense pain lah! haha. anyway ok so i mus train more haha! the people are really pros lah! so after 3 games our team lost so we went to rest haha. and there was this dao-looking guy sitting among us so admin gan gan ask 'ni shi shui?' 'ni shi forum de mah?' haha. we were laughing hard lah she's playing the taiwan game who r you. but the guy aint forum de haha. den after which admin ask weijian to guide me and i was in his team. so as noob basketballer lover i was not of much help but weijian kept passing the ball to me. haha thanks ah for trying to help me! but my shootings were way tooo swayed lah! den i dun dare to dribble keep passing back. was feeling kinda guilty for i sort of 'lian lei' the team. so haha den lost and went to rest.

den elson, weijian and 2 other guys team up to play with the 4 guys which we dunno. we intend to chase them out of the court by trying to win them. they are quite pro ok. but haha end up weijian team lost! and weijian and elson was like 'wah liao like that can also lose' haha. but i still love the way weijian attack! and it seems angry! but nic says its his way of acting cool haha. and nic was really lame! especially with truthliar! haha. oh he's quite old too lah 27 year old in credit card de occupation. haha den wildfire came and we chatted quite alot. about her printing studio and asking me to work for her. she also shared with me about her own team training haha. she asked me to come join her team no matter skills cos hers is like CC club den the people oso not that very pro somemore they going to train at a court very near my place! i seems kinda interested hahaha. den weijian was telling fion and gang about army ghost story on the very 1st day when he entered army. anyway he just entered army. like thrilling lah haha. and elson and him were saying about those sissys and aquas actions in army. wah liao they act until very gay lah! haha but very funny lah! and weijian is really really very lame and crappy lah! haha.

den toook some group photos but i scared lah stand quite far from them haha. and elson and weijian were gaying please! cos elson wan to take a 'neh neh' photo by squeezing his 'neh neh'. den weijian automatically come and help squeeze elson's neh neh and ask admin to take photo. like everybody was laughing hard lah! haha. anyway the bballers who came are really pro. felt so noooob man! they all ahve got bball background like sch team or wai dui(clubs) haha. of course among the rest i admire weijian and elson skills haha. but weijian is like reasonable lah cos nat team de eh. elson is whye nam but pro ehh. so actually manage to crap a little during the whole session! it was damn fun!

so it was gonna rain and we pack up to go to newton hawker centre to have lunch(or breakfast according to admin haha!) while fion and gang continue to ball there haha. ate char siew rice and yeah haha weijian they all ordered like 12 bucks lala (seafood) and a 12 bucks dunno what hahaha. ltr nic came and ask me and truthliar to go to their table and sit cos one of his fren want to know me -.-. so end up we went there due to boredom haha. crapped alot with weijian. we were saying how old is he and truthliar insisted he is 48 but he himself insisted he is 18! haha but he actually 27! we asked some of his bball background lo. he did not play in sec sch cos they want those well-build one and so he say he 'dai lu mao' for like 5 years which is ncc haha. and we were discussing about his job like he run roadshows and stuff. and we were oso discussing about some bballers lo like michael wong which is my favourite! haha and streetball gala 07. he wants to join the wheelchair category cos truthliar is gonna break his leg! haha funny. and we were saying about the national team. like weilong! pro man admire lah haha idol leh haha. so he say that actually weilong dun do stunts but his fitness and basics are very goood. he ask me not to focus on skills 1st but on fitness! like running train stamina and stuff. and basics. i was saying about my no-chance to pursue basketball. so he like say play basketball is because you love the game! haha. but he kept saying he ball for fun cos too old le. chat quite alot den very fun. 8 Trigrams left first haha. den bout 1.30 esther drove me home since she oso need to pass something to her fren who lives in the same block as me haha. nic sent his 2 fren and ah lang and zhong home since they stay in the north hahah. and ltr when reach ghim moh, her fren (guy) came down and i know this guy but never tok to him before!haha funny lah total coincidence. ltr found out she was my mum's fren daughter's fren. the guy is the my mum's fren son hahaha. haha who often come down to ghim moh! hahaha. den ltr she gonna drop truthliar at je mrt lo haha.

the most fun basketball-ing i have ever attended! thanks everybody of the forum for making me feel so comfortable! hahaha! next outing is streetball gala 07 right? see you all there! haha.

Family

2006-12-13T07:39:00.000-08:00

sometimes.
when i listen or see kids of my age going out with their parents.
enjoying those precious moments together.
having fun and sharing things together.

is kinda jealous, i guess.
at least to me.

cos i dont get to enjoy this much.
i dont really have family outing.
not all 5.
though i got go out with my mum and sister.
its jus all spilt.
everday, i talked to my dad for a few sentences.
and the day past.
never did we settle down and really chat and share things together.
today i just called my cousin but they were not in.
they came back and told me they were out in the pasar malam.
one whole family.
and it just sounds so sweet.
but the next moment i was asking myself.
why dont i get to enjoy this?
to count, for 1 year, i dont get at least 5 outings or around this number.
with all my family members together.
plus the thought of oth________ i dunno what feeling.
we never went overseas together as a family.
i only went overseas with my relatives and sister.
and at there, i still feel __________
cos there is my 5th aunt and family and my cousin and his husband.
you see, one family again.
and i always wonder how are my parents back in singapore.
i feel sad too.
for that they have to work so hard for life.
they never enjoyed life.
the spent much of their adulthood life working.
tell me, whats the point?
you work, you earn, you do not get to enjoy.
plus for some unfortunate cases.
they got disease, they got sick, and their life end.
thats ur life.
but dont you feel a sense of guiltyness?
not able to accompany your children.
not able to give them the happiness of enjoying together as a family.
you hold the responsibility once you have children.
you ought to do ur duty.
to be parents who are able to handle both work and family.
to give ur children happiness in terms of going out together.
chatting and sharing things together.
well, thats all about my family.
you all may think, i dont cherish all i have.
but to say, some of you all did enjoy all these.
so you are not standing in my position and so you dont understand what all this feeling is about.

2006-12-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

boredom was like a bee surrounding me these days lah fuck.

bintan trip was nothing.
but a BORE.
i did wrong, i feel remorseful, so i have totally NO MOOD to go there.
i din tok much, din eat much, din do much, din face desmond.
thats kinda wilful, i know.
but i just daren't face, not that i dont feel sorry.
i dunno how to say a sorry.
i aint so brave, you know.
speak to me 1st please.
then i find the right time to say sorry.
im really sorry, that im like that.
but just, i dont have enuff courage.
im sorry.

so people says im really naughty.
wilful, stubborn, dunno how to think.
they always say im the wrong one.
everytime.
maybe thats what they think.
and so they tried to correct me.
wash my mind and stuffs.
i know what i do are wrong, even b4 i carry them out.
i KNOW what are rights and wrongs.
this is what my heart always think to be.
but my mind, my body, doesnt listen to my heart.
i do things that are against my wish.
i know they are wrong, but apparently i still go ahead and do them.
end up, i had to bear all the consequences.
i know, im a rascal.
A RASCAL.

im sucha a loser loser loser.

2006-11-13T23:03:00.000-08:00

back from thailand, chiang mai, ban yang pha taek village.

i sososo dont feel like coming back to Singapore. how i wish i can be in the village eternally. how nice to have friends 24/7 by my sideduring these 11 days. gambling at bunks or hotel. ate slept and have fun together. teach english and the sense of achievement when the village kids learn. the eagerness of the villagers, old or young to learn english. play soccer with the kids. receiving flowers from the kids. bathing at the no-light short toilet with milipedes crawling above ur head on the block of wood and with the damn cold water and hanging our clothes in a bungy string. wearing jackets in the lower-temp-den-genting-w-smoke-coming-out-of-mouth night. going toilet with torch shone on the toilet bowl. writing journals in village center or bunks. eating dry rations in bunk to clear the load. squeezing and sleeping in the bunk in our sleeping bag w us clothe in 2 or 3 shirts and jackets and 2 pairs of socks worn for me. to dug shit holes and build houses w nailing of wood and sawing of wood. the weaving of bamboo plates or what to make some sort of carpet. to watch our donated hosue slowly being built. to listen to the soothing sound of waterfall and the calm side of the flat river. to listen to the chicken cuckoo. to watch the sunrise. to make loi krathong and set it out in the river. to splash each other and the kids with water. to make bamboo rice. to let the kong ming deng rise up into the sky. to hear the loud and thunderous firecrackers sounding the mountains. to trek mountains like going thru a super uphill forest and super downhill forest that u may fall any time. with insects and trees and bushes and trunks and mushrooms poisonous or edible surrounding you. to watch golden-brown paddi fields with farmers harvesting, threshing, winnowing or packing. to ate 2 or 3 sticks of ice cream without getting bored. to drink coffee that is super nice and comparable with starbucks. to roamed the night bazarre and racing against time to buy things home and bargaining like mad with the shopkeepers and quarelling with guai lan shopkeepers. to cook and prepare dishes while having fun. to gossip with frens. to chat and joke with facilitators. to enjoy the bumpy ride uphill and downhill while going to village or back to chiang mai city while chatting funny conversations with group 3 n 6 and mr ng. to make fun of 'mac' while he was driving. to ask our driver to drive faster. to have wonderful dinner at the chinese restaurant beside our hotel. to have wonderful breakfast at youth hostel. to give our gifts to our host family. to eat fried silkworms or crickets. (i din) to sat around the campfire singing songs together and listen to the villagers sing and perform their cultural songs or dance. to lie on the groundsheet gazing stars while drinking green tea. to have large spiders on our walls and colourful limited specimens of cockroach on our bags that makes everyone scream. to have a young 14-year-old drunkard barging into our bunk. to have a hand of the drunkard thru the window. to go to see our donated house and sitting them enjoying the breeze at night. to listen and watch junhe funny movements chats conversations jokes. to listen to yukai what si a*g m*h and si keow keow haha. to listen to jokes and teasings of couples or people in our team. to have de-brief at the end of day allowing us to reflect upon something inspiring. to make our own bamboo rice and eating them. to visit the various home industries like silver wood and metal carvings and stuff. to eat buffet. to cry at the last day in the village and at the airport bidding farewell to our facilitators. to visit church and temples at the village and attending their services and practises. to sleep or chat in our plane flight going to chiangmai international airport or back to singapore. to have wonderful breakfast in CIA. to sing songs old or modern with frens and students while digging shit holes. to pose for camera shots or video camering. to laugh at mr ng funny kou tou chan with mr cheng and frens. to smell cow dungs beside our bunks everyday. to watch yukai burn leather to test its genuine or fake. to watch the guys burn cow dungs.to listen to junyang funny presentation of my name it neew. to listen to yukai funny jokes actions and conversations. to look at the happy face of the kids when receiving stickers. to sawadika with the villagers. to play the mcdonald game what shu tiao at shu tiao sundae ar sundae in the songtel. to conquer the tiny bridge over river to the paddi field. to see horses buffales and cows. to see horses swimming somemore. to be prick by thorny trees like mimosa. to learn and sing loi krathong song. to discuss ways to go to toilet when it was raining. to watch cute rabbit and boars. to splash water on mr ng in the river and waterfall. to wait for the water supply to restore after it was cut off for quite sometime. to talk bad about the ngee ann secondary. to eat ferns for dinner. to drink green been soup. to drink cucumber soup which is weird. to keep eating eggs. to make and keep dirnking milo. to matchmake and tease couples. to draw boy and girl and body parts with the kids. to sing hockey pokey and some kiddy songs with the kids. to listen to mr cheng and junhe funny presentation of lai chong chong mei xiang dao qu ye chong chong song.to listen to mr ng saying some words you know what haha bad ones. and the thought of trying to stuff cow dungs into bamboo to let the NAS people have their campfire so that there is explosion. the debation of whether to add more salt or chicken seasonings or sugar into milo. to look at the smiley faces of the kidds.

all these, are seriously priceless.

i never regret on going to this 800 bucks trip. it brought me so much fun and allow me to learm and grow from it. agreeing to chee yew's blog, i learn to cherish rice more. i hope that i dont just plain say it, but practise it. and the kids are seriously cute, active,adventurous,daring guai. alot of extreme ends. but afterall, they are still kids. they brought us wonderful memories, laughters and fun-ness during out stay there. that kind of human touch they gave us and the flowers they give us have a certain great meaning. kids in singapore doesnt do that. they oso doesnt appreciate the presence of people. they take it for granted. but for the village kids, they treasure and cherish every moment we spend with them. they made our stay there so beautiful and pretty. the adult villagers welcome us warmly. trying to make our stay there as comfortable as they could. yes and the life pace is very good. slow. aint as fast as singapore. the people live peacefully and so relax. they dont rush against time. they aint leading stressful life. they are cheerful. unlike people in singapore, we worry about everyth we could. from tests to work, we worry. they aint so rich as us but they lead lives fulfillingly. they contributed to world growth by providing us with rice. how i hope i can make their lives more comfortable. how i hope the government will give them a greater recognition. they are shy. they are polite. but in singapore. the people are not. they are rude . they are inconsiderate. thinking of two diff groups of people. aint rich but polite. rich but inconsiderate. who is the better group. i chose the 1st one. at least, the life is better. you live without worries, without regrets, with great meaning.

i miss the kids! especially li kit, who always response politely. i can see that kind of warm and cheerful smile he gave when i offer him a biscuit. i miss neew, the fun-ness he brought to us by being so active but notti. i miss judthana, for being so adventurous but notti but at least he brighten up our days there. i miss brung, who always goes to our bunk are give us a smile that warms and melt my heart. i miss nuttabong, who always call me a boy haha how funny. i miss yi kai chai, for being so friendly. i miss alot of them who gave flowers to us. i miss pontib, zhantib, taek wee nang, surasa, chi nong tu, pun song, wimol, sompond and many others.

i miss the facilitators! mr vichien, may1, may2, maew, moui, jame, the drivers like mac! they help us alot in communicating with the kids and villagers! they brought us about to supermarket and youth hostel and home industries. they help to bring our ingredients uphill and downhill. they help us buy ball for the villagers and tins of biscuit for the school! they talk and chat and have fun with us, making our stay there even meaningful! and especially to may2, yay u did a great job alright! and thanks for ur gift for the team! well-drawn and well-written!

i miss the adult villagers! especially mr bon for allowing us to sleep in ur warehouse! thanks for the care and concern and accomodation! i miss their cheerful smile they agve to us whenever we pass by them! i miss their eagerness in learning english!i miss every adult villagers!

I MISS AND LOVE EVERYONE WHO HAVE HELP THE TEAM AND BROUGHT US FUN DURING OUR STAY IN PHA TAEK VILLAGE!

i miss the team! for the unity that everyone tried. the fun-ness that you brought to the whole team. the P.I.G that everyone tried to give in. the eagerness to participate actively in activities. the help that are given by all of you. I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU ALL!

i hope an alumni can be set up. someone mention of making this as a long-term project. i hope, it can happen. i wanna go back next year after our o levels!

thailand, chiangmai, ban yang pha taek. my heart, is with you.

2006-10-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

chinese was sooo funneh with zhong lao shi. we were suuper quiet and spontaneous and she went 'why din i teach your class' in chinese haha. cutee.

oh and mr chia came into our class with his funneh stories again. aft that had SEM survey which is suuuper bored. NHHS FAME teacher awards is kinda cute. many put babe = miss yeo haha k i aint so evil i din put this man.

oh and junhe lost his zen vision which is SUPER EX but he remains cool still. and i think teachers are just BLAH la they cant do anyth man especially lim lye sim. hey its an ex stuff it is stolen and discipline teachers should hold this responsibility for having thief-student dishonest what about in the future they grow up to be stealer and disrupt the peace and stability of the society. fcuk. and i realise what kahswee said to junhe today is suuper heart-warming. he went 'when you are in the darkest part of life, we will always be there for you' somehow this sentence. aight 3o4 is a caring class! and cheeer up junhe. =D

went home with jo and its raining cats and dogs haha. utter swayness.

thai blog is up oh and i am so awaiting to thai trip!

2006-10-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

a 'thank you' from the bottom of the heart is enough to warm the hearts of others. but in this society, does people really tries to say a 'thank you'? if not, a smile? no, i doubt so. cos the pace is way too fast. the people are way too busy. the society are way too cold. people are so hostile to each other. is this the ideal 21st century? than what had be the 22nd century? what had this world become in the future? even colder? aight people, everyone plays a part. remember. even a 'thank you' can touch the heart of others. its simple, it doesnt require physical involvement. is that difficult? wake up. world.

You Raise Me Up Lyrics
by Josh Groban

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

aint this song beautiful? dont you think this song sounds like expressing gratitude others? so soothing, light, easy pretty song. i love this song great, with the instrumental part before the song starts. it sounds sad i love, but it shows how deep the writer wanna express thanks to another person.

2006-10-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

chinese lessons in the morning was ultra cute. lin rong chan is suuuuper funnehh la! set everyone into laughers man!

report book was eh no comments haha.

and my hope for a cooler colour for picture of thai trip-tee is dashed haha. pls so girly la! haha but mr ng say nope its ok its nice. eccentric him man.

assembly was kinda funn watching the videos made by the exco. i think kah swee played a very important role in the making of them. haha cheers!

thanks for those who showed concern for my jabbed-arms! haha. =D

and the thought of having to take o level chinese next week just bug me. cos im so hating it! haha i am only anticipating my thai trip lalala! =DDD

2006-10-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

sway-ness x 3.

school was suuuuper dull with sexuality education. anyway shall blog straight to the jabs part. me shana sihui lijie joyce lonbang miss lin ps car to clementi polyclinic. so full of people and everyone was staring at the white tees. initially had to take the typhoid jab but me lijie shana sihui was asked by mr edmund ng to take the blood test 1st like argggh. was the last one imagine everyone's gone. so when it was my turn i was real tense up you can imagine! i kept spilling dumb conversations with the nurse. ' issit for real really ah pain anot very scared eh omg sure anot' kinda words. lol i was real cold, tense, nervous for god sake. so she jab into my right arm 1st though she couldn't note my vein clearly. and the result was, my blood filled less than 1-5% of the bottle for helly! guess it just poke into my cornified layer or what. i was like bitting my teeth till it nearly crack. imagine the utter tiny but sharp painness in it fuck. so when i was told that i hadda take the second one in my left arm?! i aint crying but i am laughing! laughing due to nervousness! which is like soo funneh la! the nurse say im too tense up lol i kept pressing my arm hell tight so maybe blood din went into the vein argggh. so no choice had to take anth one at the left arm. and you knwo this time, the nurse use a baby needle to inject it rather than the normal one! like suuuper cute with a coiling tube connected to it. haha like im a baby lol. pain was intemse, but aint that pain as the initial one at the right. and the nurse place the needle in it for suuuper long like nearly 15-20 second. i can hear the splashing of blood in the tube. ahhh.

the above is the 1st SWAY.

den i went out with two plastered arm. aight everyone felt so sad for me haha and i was suuper scared to bend my hand! everyone was feeling muscle ache at their arms part! so me shana lijie sihui junhe was just like crapping there oh well. and junhe was suuuper funneh and lame haha! and i went to take the typhoid jab. its moree painful den the blood test when the needle prick into my skin! but its shorter la. blah blah.

hadda KFC with shana lijie sihui junhe chee yew junyang.so i had a hard time eating my zinger cos i dun wanna bend my arm, fearing that it mgiht hurt. i was like nearly eating with my arms straight out. lol and i nidda sihui and lijie take and put my wallet into my pocket! haha cuteness.

den we took 96 back and it started pouring. so took the loop hoping that the rain will be better. and you know what the busdriver just couldnt hear the ring of the bell and miss our stop! until we kept pressig for several times than he stop the bus which is already 200-300 m away from the bus-stop. it was raining like @#$%^&* so we ran with our plastered arm, trying hard to cover it! and halfway, started to pour big again, so we ran to school like nobody business!

the above is the 2nd SWAY.

and i kept dropping things in school, like my ez-link card just drop for no reason, and i cant put my bags on my shoulder properly! which is like today is sooooo interesting.

the above is the 3rd SWAY.

take care shana lijie sihui junhe and all those who went for the jab on fri and today!

lalalala aight today is suuper funnehh! =DDD

2006-10-16T05:18:00.000-07:00

i am suuuper down today cos i seriously am MISSING MY KAYAKING INSTRUCTOR, TOMMY! and not to forget the other 2, aaron and stanley!

right let me get back to sunday, day 2 of my kayaking course.

was pia-ing my revision for kayaking theory exam on the way haha. then we were given 15 mins to practise and revise the skills we learnt the day before. rafted and instructors wants a circuit training. we haada forward paddle, j-draw to the right, reverse paddle, j-draw to the left and forward paddle to join back the raft. did my forward paddle and j-draw pretty steadily even tommy said ' i cant believe you are so good' haha cos during the practise session i cant do my j-draw well. haha back to the raft and me and yingxin was crapping with aaron about his kayaking certs. and we were taught classic draw but i jus cant get it right. haha but at least j-draw is okay. so rafted back and we kept seeing schools of fishes stretching about 20 m horizontally long over the sea jumping together at the same time! this was pretty cooool la. and whats more is, a small-szied fish jumped into my kayak! it was like flipping jumping in my kayak and jiacheng tried to get hold of it. but the fish went to the bottom below my pants. i moved abit and it moved back to the space between ym legs! haha and jiacheng get hold of it immediately and put it back into the sea when suddenly instructor aaron said in a very sad tone 'i want the fish..' haha.

and we had capsize drill again which is kinda fun. haha it got us all wet man cooolio!

7-1 swordsmen had cup-noodles for lunch so we din folow the rest to walk to the market. and tommy aaron stanley was beside us eating too! eat for like 20 mins and we crapped with tommy and aaron. they gave us tips for the theory test on like what to read. and they teach us some physics and marine kinda stuffs and the things they learnt in their course. tommy and aaron are in the same course n same class in SP the singapore maritime academy haha kinda motivated eh? haha. they were like telling us why do boats float and say what uptrust downtrust and say what bigger hull better and what center of gravity relative velocity and i vaguely remember aaron was saying the density of sea or saltwater is 1025 kg/m3 haha aint sure.

back for kayaking after lunch but this time at a deeper area at the other part of the shore. right we had a terribly hard time kayaking there cos we are like CONTINOUSLY KAYAKING for like 20 to 30 mins against all the currents tides and wind. everyone was shouting tired man haha. i was the first girl to reach haha but nothing to be proud of lol.

we were taught the rescue-ing skill and tommy aaron stanley demonstrated. stanley was the victim in which who capsize, aaron the main rescu-er and tommy the assistant. stanley was super funneh in water he kept letting the rescu-ers to smell his feet! haha and the poor tommy and aaron had a hard time maintaing the balance of his kayak as he climbed up. and stanley was very funneh as he climb up! and he went 'at this point of time, the guys must be careful ah' haha k i aint dirty minded haha.

so we went our groups for rescu-ing. haha and when yawen was the victim i was the main rescuer, me and anth girl had a hard time pulling the kayak up our deck and doing the see-saw! haha poor yawen had to stay in water for soooo long. haha den later it was my turn. me and tommy den went into a conversation on capsizing.

tommy: just capsize
me: har, really ah
tommy: ya just capsize
me: har really ah
tommy: ok you capsize i capsize with you
me: har really ah later you bluff me
tommy: haha nonono i wont

den i went to capsize but he din capsize! haha and i was like telling him you din capsize while i float in the sea. and he say haha ok i capsize now and he went capsize immediately but he easily got up using his waist muscle. haha pretty fun man! haha and while i was floating in the sea waiting for rescue, i drink water from my waterbottle haha i am like suuper relax man haha coool. and i push myself up the deck and kneel on it when tommy was rather far away and he went 'ehhhh dont kneel' haha and i quickly sit down and aaron say i can be smakced on face if i kneel. haha and soon stanley whistle us to raft again. haw haw he was stung by a jellyfish while capsizing! haha pretty coool man! so no choice had to kayak back to the area nearer to the shore.

we were taught low support recovery and stern rudder. haha stern rudder was ok. haha but we need not know this cause they are 2 star skills. so time reached and we had to go back to wask the kayaks. kayak back while two-third of them went to capsize on their own cos its like the last time to capsize there if they dont come for 2 star. i am pretty sad ok i miss the sea beach the instructors.

kept all the paddles and life-vest and quickyl went for a bathe. after that gathered in the classroom for debrief. coool haha asked for suggestions and comments and some people kept shooting lame questions lame questions which set some of 7-1 swordsmen and npcc guys rather annoyed man. were given our certificates. so ya i am pretty sad before we leave cos it may be the last time we see TOMMY. i kept shooting glances at tommy cos i dun bear to miss him! aaron maybe cos he signed for permanent in weekends and stanley is oso permanent and may most probably see him if we get back to 2star. i am so sad to leave the place cos i miss tommy. i seriously miss tommy! i got very emo as we walked towards to board our bus. i murmuring or telling ym frens i miss the instructors especially TOMMY!

in the bus i am suuuper sad cos i kept refreshing my memory of the past 2 days where i spent nearly the whole day in the sea with the instrcutors tommy aaron and stanley. i guess i teared abit. went to KFC for dinner and we were reminiscing today and saturday, talking about the skills we learn from the instructors and talking how great are the instructors.

walked back home and i am really very sadd after the ending of the kayaking course. i cried. cos i miss these 2 days where fun was suuper. teamwork was there. instructors are frenly. the sea we always kayak. the kayaks. the paddles. the life-vest. the tabbles. the lockers. the toilet. the bathe-room. the seawater. the road we use to walk to the market. the classroom. the room where kayak are store. i miss carrying the kayak. i miss kayaking. i miss having fun in water. i miss chats and conversation with the instructors. i miss tommy aaron and stabley. i seriously miss them. I SERIOUSLY MISS TOMMY!

and now i am typing this post, i am crying i swear. cos i miss the last saturday and sunday, 14/10/2006 - 15/10/2006. for the times we spend together, the gg npcc mr darren tay miss lin all instructors tommy aaron and stanley, i thank you all for the fun we had. i salute the instructors tommy aaron stanley, thanks for imparting the kayaking skills to ask. thanks for being so nice to us. thanks for all the fun. I LOVE YOU ALL! I LOVE TOMMY ESPECIALLY! THANKS FOR ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENT AND GUIDANCE YOU GIVEN!

till we meet again. tommy, aaron and stanley. for the times we spent together, in our hearts will always be. i wanna thank you from my heart and say, till we meet again.

2006-10-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

i am a vvv happy kid today!

went to kallang sea sports club for kayaking with some NPCC's and gg. and we walk the wrong way to singapore canoe federation and i swear we saw bloody hawt guys there damn there is ALOT of them! either in sleeveless team shirt or din wear their top. and they are so damn damn damn TANNED and BROWN. my i admire they are soo coolio please. den hadda u-turn and walk a long way to klssc.

so there are 3 instructors namely allan tommy and stanley. tommy is like soo bloody cute and stanley is duuuper funneh. brief-ing on life-vest and handling of kayak and paddle. pretty coolio la! and the moving of kayaks is super tiring cos is darn heavy even when is double handling.

1st thing hadda swim like 50 m with our life-vest which is like jus paddling our feets. sooo fun to swim so far in the sea haha. and we had CAPSIZE DRILL in shallow water which is eh kinda coool n i din fail! haha i had a hard time swinging myself down into the sea. and the next thing i realised if my nose is feeling a sharp small of intense saltwater i nearly die smelling it. haha and instructor allan aint that frenly haha. and we saw cooool people dragon-boating you know those tann ones like soo my idols la!

and we learn forward and reverse paddling which is quite easy though the currents are like against our desire. i only know 22 kayaks are banging each other. and we had a hard time to form a raft like over 10 mins rarr.

walk to golden mile market for lunch which is certainly cool cos as we cross roads people were staring at those wet people(us). so was vvv wet i nearly freeze like a penguin in a tropical country.

learn stopping rotating and moving sideways using the j-draw method. i cant get the j-darw right i shall figure out tml haha. and again 22 kayaks are banging each other. and this time round we had a harder time to form a raft cos the center person kept moving to a new place and we had to break the raft and paddle to a new place n it was hard time parking close to each other la! and we are at more outer of the sea which is more coolio as we hear drums by the dragon boat team. and den we had to do a capsize drill in deep water i swear is damn deep even my paddle cant reach it ahh haha. and i asked instructor tommy to get hold of my specs while i do the capsize drill. and he wear it on his head like a sunglass and wear it again which makes him loook even cuuter haha even instructor allan had to ask him to stop making him laugh. haha and again my nose is very annoyed la! haha so end the day and i swear moving kayaks are suuuper tiring. instructor stanley got scolded by a dunno-who instructor so fiercely i seriously hate the dunno-who instructor ahh cos stanley is a great frenly instructor.

and tml we are gonna kayak a big big big area! yay! =DDD

2006-10-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

mixed feelings now.

monday
went to marina square with 7 - 1 swordsmen to buy anqi, yawen, laoda and lixuan bday present. kfc for lunch and i was scam by yap ya wen for like 2 bucks haha. n that 129 bucks adidas jacket is cooolio but they insist on getting the 79 bucks puma one. haha so we debate till we din get any. n oh they bought me a jersey bottom im happy haha. then mrt to marina bay and took special van to marina (south, i think) for steamboat. right we buffet-ed more than we could eat and threw a plate of black pepper crab to anth table after those guys left. haha if not we had to pay for wastage fine aight! so i only reach home at bout 10.15. i love 7 swordsmen!

wednesday
went to pool with 7 - 2 swordsmen but hadda wait. went arcade 1st well thrilldrive is coooolio. anqi and yingxin was playing some gun-shooting games. xue en was play on the video game mahjong. got quite bored so pull-ed jinghui to bowling. so my bowling skills had deteriorated had gotta train. and finally we gotta poool. got very bored with 2 on 2 so challenge-d anqi for anth table for 1 on 1. serious close fight haha and anqi kept winning me by like 1 or 2 balls. arggh haha though i won her once. but still pretty satisfied with those tricky ones. home-d at about 8.

thursday
met amel ena yuhui at tiong and cont to citylink for some shoppings yay. had a vvvvv hard time choosing yuki yaki or sakae sushi. flipped coin and i lost haha so went for sakae sushi. had pretty fun eating crapping laughing there. damn full i was bloated la! and i kept shooting ice bits at amel haha sounds so disgusting my saliva was all over her neck haha. and they suddenly sang a 'happy birthday' song i was so shy XD k! and they gave me bday present yay belt and sunglass im sooo happy! haha was sooo elated! and went crazy-looking for boyfriend jeans(for me LOL) and gowns(for me tooo ahh needed for wedding dinner) so i jus couldnt concentrate on buying skirts and stuffs cos they all seems so ermm. back home at about 8.

friday
I AM SO EXCITED FOR KAYAKING FOR TML AND SUNDAY! KAYAKING! PRETTY COOLIO STUFF!

2006-10-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=061011103907-674259

do my quiz! haha!

2006-10-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

i guess i flunked physics.
the end.
kahswee: 'dropped physics next year la!"
cheerios.

activities lined up.
wed - pool, laoda present.
thurs - shop with amel ena and yuhui.
how happy can i be!

right so what's life u gonna answer.
what's life with shyt results.
no life?
throw away ur life?
end ur life?
or do with ur life?
end it.
yeah baby.

if the hero never comes to you.

2006-10-08T05:19:00.000-07:00

(edited)
oh yay im darn happy dude today. k lotsa to thanks hees.

rebecca
sockyong
amelia
sister aka apple
daddy
mummy
shana
liang si hui
si hui mum
ting min
carissa
ng min
matthew
ling min
junhe
wanyen
eunice
gina
kahswee
stella
jing hui
hui wen
ivy soh
lijie
anqi
wen bing

thanks all for the well wishes heees! love ya all always! heeeeeees. SPECIAL THANKS TO AMELIA HEEE!

k lets tok about today. did nth much except sleep till late noon. yeah what a lousy way to celebrate my birthday but oh right. crap with sihui regarding our childhood like howdy fun! den met her and basketball at the cc haha sooo fun. yay cos on my bday i get to play my belove. home in the late evening and mum treated pizza. k like so filling and so nice la! that's my day. may seems lil boring but oh well im 15 and half an hour ltr more its no longer 081006. like time flies so quick. i was still over my head in the morning when i knew today is my birthday and now is late night. ahhhh can we stop time? i want to retain all my happy memories ahhh! please time don't take them all away! and suddenly i am so motivated to do volunteery work!

and i hereby declare japanese kids are cute n shuai!

2006-10-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

2006-10-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

k fun arrived yeah. movie-d at cineleisure with sheeshers caught rob-b-hood damn nice la! k im so im so in love with that cute baby matthew!

whats up with the holidays? yeah basketball pool sentosa kayaking shopping. right and sleep.
IM SO DEPRIVED OF MY BEAUTY SLEEP ALRIGHT! so im getting kinda hot as in sick.

fergie - london bridge is bloody hawt! haha i aint so sick k.

define life.

2006-09-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

k im like freakin out.

crazy stuffs to do after eoy:
1. BASKETBALL!
2. Pool
3. Bowling
4. Sentosa
5. Cycling at E.C.P
6. Shopping
7. Movie

like the list would be longer right cant think now.

yay tania (online fren) showed me coool or rather hawtt videos la especially the stagga-lee one. haha roc ya body is cool to the beat and drums though the main focus was on the girls la! haha the rapper was uper-coolness. yay find me more coooool and hawtt videos pls shall repay u one day haha.

like so unproductive. haha i am eccentric mr chowy says physics study notes can but i choose to take the alternative and study both tb and notes. boo resulted in being so lag shyt.

can't fucking wait for EOY to be over like 6 more days to go.
right earth pls spin spin faster.

2006-09-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

can't fuckin wait for eoy to be over.
cos life's a real bore.

lotsa things to do after eoy yaye. so i gonna cash out some money from bank buy pressies, buy tees, blings-blings n mayb sum basketball-related stuff yaye!

n i've decided to go sleep e last day of exam n den play bball in the evening ha im happy! not now, though.

again, i gonna go fishing some day at pasir ris in the midnight double-yaye!

and mr chan may b coming back next yr yay yay yay! im sosososo motivated by him to do some volunteery work n go merry-go-round the world helping people especially in poor countries!

back to reality, exams aint over.

exhaust pipe.
total breakdown.

2006-09-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

totally swayed.

blanga totally screwed chem spa n i shoot a 'siao liao' right in front of mr liu n jesse lim woohoo. total urge to bang my forehead on the wall and let juicy brain juice be make into apple juice.

duper nice chats before the orals on fuckin hot topics with the girls woohoo and a lil gossip session aint unhealthy eh?

i din know the trainee p.e teacher play basketball and he was on his thailand 8 jersey! coolio!

and i swear i saw 2 freaking sexayye videos! tania intro me 'too hot' and its simply too hot. shane voice damn charming and carmen is pretty!

jolly i feel soso random again. i really want to go fishing at pasir ris during the hols cos the fish there had entertain me much more. prawnies and crabbies miss me too!

there's remedials tml = 1h 30 min of basketball session! simply LOVE it!

I WANT TO OWN A MASERATI CAR!

2006-09-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

bio spa was kinda funny! cos we're handling with urine man! how cute.

captain's ball in the afternoon again. odds VS evens + mr chow. initially had wanted to join jessie and leticia on basketball but end up captain's ball boohoo. so i d lotsa butter fingers i applied too much margarine on it. i think i've got myopia cos i kept passing to the wrong person.

i felt so random today man. i want to go fishing at pasir ris cos the fishes there are pretty. and the night is hot. you see, the ambience is great. there's crabbies and prawnies there my great buddies long time no see.

man there's bball hoops camp iv on 13 to 15 nov i wanna be free! and i gonna get down to watch matches of 7-eleven basketball championship ha who will get the title? issit home united(men) and qian xi(women)? haha my prediction!

should i town, sleep or ball after exams?
i guess ball is a pretty choice.

2006-09-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

oh my today was surely one of the SOSOSO HILARIOUS day la!

k shall jump straight to physics lesson right. a senior phy teacher came in to observe. so as usual, mr chowy teached and played Initial D. but but today was rather funny cos i saw world record-breaking stuff ha oh man!

the MOST FUNNIEST THING on earth, or rather the most unlucky or embarassing scene(for mr chowy) was at the 2nd part! he was suppose to stop the movie at a scene but his notti com defied his order and play tricks trickily! soso we saw the world most pollutive stuff, far more damaging than air, water or land pollution man.

and so so you know what, it ended in a scene featuring a some sort dirty magazine you could say
with a girl wearing red bikinis and g-string in which takumi's dad was viewing it happily. oh man this is jolly golly oh my holy la! well it was rather unintentional but haw haw he turned us corrupted! (before this, sheeshers were a bunch of students whose innocence are real pure and gold!)

so mr chow became REAL DAMN RED AND BLUSHED! like red packets somehow. he was laughing like mad but tolerated due to the presence of the senior teacher. he was damn damn embarrassed at the time in some coolio oh-shy-shy style.
and during the make-up lesson, we kept teasing him like nobody business?! waha especially the guys! like oh my those kind of 'hui jia zi high' and some dirty comments by them were rather hilarious la! everyone was laughing like madcow! finally mr chowy couldn't tolerate and laugh till he nearly peng! you can see his face were as red as my red pen in my pencil box.

and i swear sheeshers have gotten some sort of cancer or aids cos everyone was exposed to unhealthy content. O.O

haha but hey, all this was unintentional eh?not meant to defame him but haha just to share the day! sheeshers knew it was human error at the starting and stopping of stopwatch so haha we forgive! or rather, everyone enjoyed this funny day! XD

2006-09-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

when you learnt about the passing of someone, regardless he/she is your relative or friend, what had your reactions be? for me, i will keep saying 'very kelian'. i would wonder the plight of his/her kids and his/her husband/wife. i had hunt back the days i've have spent with him/her, though maybe we're not as close. the days when he/she is alive, standing strong, living life just as normal and happily. i will imagine, the face of his/her cold and liveless body. how sad. i had imagine if one day in the near future, i will see him/her down the streets, still exchanging greetings and stuff. though, i know, that all had be impossible. just plain imagination. maybe its just a lie.

know its pretty random yeah.

back to normal, school was pretty boring these days. so there is a peeping tom in school. this is a kinda funnaye or despicable thing! haha maybe that guy is rather despo?! haha oh my if he had want this so much, maybe he should find a more appropriate place eh? make the girls so tensed up shyt. if i had the chance to see him, i sure i let him taste my powerful knuckles and mighty kicks haha as if i am a hero.

pon last 2 period lesson by finding miss loy to ask questions and half crapping. we turn our target to mr yeo and mr liu but haha we failed -.- and i getting so fed up over teachers. during this tense and packed period of time when we need to do revision, i dont understand why they had wanna give so many homework and tests and give us crap reasons. i just sincerely hope teachers aint so demanding, and understand the student's plight now of having to deal with the mountain-high stress while needing to complete revision. just an opinion here so no offence.

I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL NOW!

2006-09-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

i like today! =D

p.e today was like damn boring. had to do the vball serving test think wasnt too bad neither good. captain's ball awhile haha again. sometimes dont really like to play cos its like 42 people snatching for a tiny weeny roundy vball its dumbo.

i was again in a what-toking-you state of mind during maths so i ki siao or what. chemistry wasnt nice. on and off are theories and stuff. things are getting darn boring! and i doubt anyone were paying attention during assembly ha those indian stuff.

basketball during lunch with adelaine, jessie, annabelle, serena, leticia, andrea, sonia, dacia. so my team lost again. oh well nvm thats where we learn from and improve ourself skills right!?! jessie must have hate me to the core cos i kept defending her. and you know my dribbling skills and controlling of ball is getting worser what happen?! my shots were way too lousy?! OK I NEED TO TRAIN!

physics was kinda interesting cos i understand acceleration lol. so it was INITIAL D again oh my i simply love the movie la pls?! and mr chowy laptop broke down halfway i swear he were so funny cos he kept " oh my i cant see the mouse!" wahaha. now i am always awaiting to physics lesson cos there is INITIAL D!

2006-09-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

drunkard again today. cos everyday sleep damn late awww.

mr yeo showed us the TATA motors thingy and on his computer like less than 5 minutes? p.e was fun cos played basketball with lifeng. so haha again basketball! did some lay-ups quite ok but still not perfect ><. nvm will try to improve again. my shots were lousy dunno due to the kind of ball or the shiny sun or what k shut up im finding excuses for myself.

at least physics lessons was pretty cool cos we get to watch INITIAL D again! and mr chowy so zek ark always to climax stop the movie LOL. but haha at the end he buay tan han of our demands and let us watch the part when jay race with the dunno which guy! and takumi won!

biology was quite sian i think i went crazy or rather bonkers i know its due to stress. maths was once again boring cos i aint understanding a single crap of functions wahaha congrats me.

went home with jojo and lalala. and a little boy who was sitting in front of me in the bus was like hyperactive and he kept peeking at me wahaha! i smiled at him and jojo tantan weiwei says im seducing that little boy?!=DDD

2006-09-12T00:49:00.000-07:00

drunk-ness!
so i was like a drunkard walking to school. awww feel so terribly tired?! so i spent my morning sleeping in class or what haha i cant open my eyes! during maths lessons i was like in the taboleh tahan state and i kept dozing off!

lunch time! sheesher's captain ball session again! played a little while but went to join leticia, andrea, annabelle, jessie, sonia, dacia, serene and a 3o1 girl to basketball. 5 on 4 and we(5) lost. ah sorry team man! i just din defend well, missed the passings and please those stupid lousy shots. lack of cooperation with my friends and my ball always kanna stolen by the opposing team. shyt it. seriously need to be more hiong next time. i should not be afraid of defenders? i should just go ahead and challenge man!went back to join 3o4 when the bell rang. went to join back the class in playing and mr chowy was there. played for 2 minutes and the 2 passes i received is shyt. 1st ball i passed to shana of the opposing team. ha what happen to me? 2nd ball - sorta the determining one - i couldn't jump tall enough and hit the ball out the court, when it was a great chance to catch it. so i totally miss it and felt so bad for causing odd to lose eh.

so you people might be wondering, its just a game between us, why worry so much? oh man. in what i believe, for every game that i play, i should treat everything seriously, the ball, the people, the team, the situation. i need to be swift, sensitive, take note and defend people, catch hold of opportunities to receive, pass or shoot and help my teammates. i believe that one must give in his/her best in playing any games. but i seriously think, i din do well today. maybe i need to just reflect and think of ways to improve. hais, but, i still lost the determining goal. i caused odd to lose.

but you see, i learnt a new lesson again. i need to learn to be more hiong!

2006-09-11T09:02:00.000-07:00

late at night. was watching the journey trailer by kay hwa. and i cried. sorta miserably or what. cos its just so touching. his 'i believe you' i teared too. he's real writer man. damn crying over a novel. but seriously, have you ever think, will the same happens to you? what will you do then? how will you react?

really need to do some reflections now and then. i felt a desire to think alot. i mean on important stuffs. i may need to appreciate more, things or people. i need to ponder over alot of things. their history and their journey. look on what i can learn from there. be more sensible. not to just take things as it is.

in life, many happenings is awaiting for us to discover. so much so that we just should not take it for granted and accept as it is. we need to ponder about them. about the inner beauty of them. reflect on them. people says, when we're having fun, the time flies quick. how to treasure? well, there's meanings to this word. if you have learnt to enjoy the process, learnt the good and correct the bad, not to take things for granted. so that's treasure. no, it should not be done purposely. but, naturally, by heart, by feeling, by soul. do not wait till everything's gone like a dash, den you complain 'hey time flies so quick'. so learnt from today, tomorrow, ever, till death. time doesn't controls you, you controls your own time. and time flies and is gone. start to treasure things now, better than you regret later. remember, learning to treasure and appreciate is the greatest nature of mankind.

2006-09-11T04:51:00.000-07:00

DAMN HELLY DAY.
WHAT A START OF TERM 4.

i was still quite joyful going to school initially eh. and and jesse lim praised me of my attire wahaa. 1st 4 periods was free of charge and i got damn tired?! i was sleeping in mr l.b.k class sumore wahah and he woke me tons of times boohoohoo.

sheeshers went to captain's ball during lunch haha kinda fresh having to play under the RED HOT ROUND SUN but its damn coolio. i swear ODD is the best i don't care la! waha den mr chowy came to join us and be the even's defender. he's like a TALLIE and STRENGTHY so kahswee had a difficult time screening him i think. and when the bell rang, mr chowy tried to snatch the ball but only after several attempts boohoohoo haha. and people chased after him for the ball and he ran like the I-NEED-TO-ESCAPE style. me and lijie came to a conclusion then. we think he runs like a kid?! wahaha this is pretty fun! physics lessons was ok just that wasn't in the mood to study?! but at least mr chowy let us watch initial D which is like so damn coolio and we're gonna complete the movie!

so so i did something TERRIBLY STUPID AND BAD during SS lessons that me myself counldn't even forgive myself. just wake up la, foolishy me? the sheeshers know what happen. awww shall not elaborate i feel so terrible. but at least, i learnt a lesson, aint i?

and all these days i've been thinking on doing some good deeds like being engaged in some community involvement programmes to help the less-unfortunates!

2006-09-08T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY!
but tired please haw haw i got all the cramps and aches in my leg and hand muscles. thats what you get for not touching ball for centuries.

woke up early at 9 please is damn rooster early so so packed and off-ed to school. waited for xiaowei and felt the school real lonely man. bball with xiaowei den joined by the guys. guess my shots were pretty swayed eh fuck. and my lungs got hole or what cos i was out of breath?! den ltr anth grp of guys came and played some 4 on 4. pretty tired but useless cos i aint pro! haha the guys play hiong man. and and XIAOWEI IS ONE PRO KIA!

up for remedial i swear i nearly fall down the stairs due to my drunk-ness. maths remedial was a bore cos i aint understand a thing haw. yaye garfieldong released us early. so nearly the whole class went for captain's ball while me and xiaowei got back to basketball! =D

so basketball basketball basketball and match with a few people. den xiaowei gotta go study so left me seryang mr adrian tan and yanwei. i swear adrian tan is one cool dude cos he's in jersey and his bball is silverish?! me and adriantan teamed against yanwei and seryang. i swear i aint good enough to team up with adrian tan so in the end we lost i guess haw haw sorry.

did some layups and shooting and i really swear my lay-ups is horrible cos alot of overshots or undernet ones damn. but at least it got better as time passed. and i am evil cos 3o4 playing captain's ball while i played basketball. haha so basketball was pretty fun. need to train on intercepting defencing crossover qie-ing alot to be trained!

i play basketball for about 5 hours straight and like nearly continuously?!?! this is fun and cool haha but but consequences! muscles aches at neck, arm, fingers, body, legs, toes everywhere i swear that this is so torturing man cramps everywhere buay tahan! tml gonna go for a haircut at town so is short hair again?! mrs wong wants short hair but i dunno the short length is what so cut short short for safe? haha this is pretty cute and xy going for a style-change!

#1 hate - muscle ache on hand and legs shyt.
#2 hate - tired!
#3 hate - homework undone?!

BEST LOVE - BASKETBALL!

2006-09-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

yaye!
im happy today cos there's no school swear its damn pretty la. eh so woke up and went to je library ehh i know im guai haha. kristyn was so tired i swear i saw her sleeping. so she went back home a lil while but i stayed lol. and and actually im FATED to see qi-zai and en-zai ha. i swear qi-zai windbreaker is cool la please. qi say i act shy la where got? nah haha nono thats so girly personality huh i dont have LOL nah in admit. mugging at night is damn cool la please i mean the air-con is cold. so i promised qi and en to stay up another day to mug with them ha. and and oh-the-tortoise-1o5 really crawled to the bus-stop at a speed of 1om/h jin buay tahan. taboleh tahan!

yaye tml basketball-ing with xiaowei! haha long time no touch ball le eh so haha got to play! many are going to see those rosy pretty reddy flowers bushes ferns trees but i am playing basketball i swear im evil but hey! i got to play my love-basketball please! haha.

fucking cool.

2006-09-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

drunked.
i swear i nearly fall into the drain in e morning so ha at least im safe now k random. school was a bore cos maths just piss me off. so was quite in a drunkard-state and felt sleepy so took forty winks!

balled with a volleyball with jessie yaye. den back to captain's ball with 3o4 its kinda squeezy and cool cos the court is bombarded by our noises.(i mean, not me ha.) den saw andrea and leticia bballing so joined them. some shootings and did lay-ups. i swear that kinda lay-up just not up to standard. i missed damn much. so many undershots! shalala i gonna trained eh? after eoy. yes intensive training swear will chased vic and simin and sarah to join back bball camp. wonder how's the guys in the bball camp from monday to today. haha.

i stinked the bus i don't care cos its kinda sweet-smelling k im mad shutup so home sweet home aint a nice thing anyway. felt so tired and i sleeep. school really deprives me of my beauty sleep man damn.

so i'll be playing bball with xiaowei on friday! haha oh oh shy XD.

2006-09-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

cats and dogs are raining when i woke up bloody hell early at 5.45. so so got prepared and cabbed to school. reached fort canning park and i swear carrying that carton of 'refreshment'(aint so refreshing to believe) uphill downhill was pretty much a good exercise. so headed to MICA station with bernice(nanyang). so was kinda shy or what-so. talk bout boring topics like 'school' and 'eoy' pretty a bore man. she's in IP haha she grumbled about her ever-rising projects and i fucked about my ever-increasing but ever-deproving tests and exams. so we both came to a conclusion: sibei sian.

so groups came and yeah we have to hear so many 'i was a police station in 1934' this is pretty cute la. i took up my chem and she took her bio and began to mugg like a guai-kia, in which we seriously are and im faking k shutup. so i began bugging her with so many chem questions end up i make her confused ha so maybe i think too much please bloody lixuan go and reflect la. so it was pretty nice for a nap but aww so wait till 12.10 alas could go back to hq. this heritage trail was a pretty, boring one la but aha no choice. boarded the coachbus and nanhua sweet nanhua.

went for pizzahut with yx and yw ok odd combination but yeah i swear yw was pretty fed-up over that Xtra-Small size of beef lagsne or whats-that-call. pretty talk there and i swear we went out like a glutton after 4 piece of drumstick each in the over acidic stomach.

so i am still mourning over the death of crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin. simply cant take the fact.
no more CRIKEY! no more CROC RULE!
so life is just so unpredictable.

2006-09-04T07:41:00.000-07:00

CROCODILE HUNTER - STEVE IRWIN died on 4th september 2006 after being attack by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He swam too close to the stingray came on top of the stingray. The stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart. CPR was administered on him but he was declared dead shortly after.

alright im duper sad over his death. how sudden can this be? no one ever thought this brave man would die at such an early age. but stainton was correct. He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. no more croc documentaries of his. jus memories and past videos left by him. a day for the world to mourn. we've lost a great environmentalist, conversationist. he died tragic, but yet died beauty. he was killed by a not-so-very dangerous marine creature - stingray. it was not really the poison toxicated in steve. marine neuroscientist said actually the toxin-loaded barb are rarely fatal. but yet he really died pretty. he was doing what he love to do most - exploring the wonders and nature of the wildlife.

MR CROCODILE HUNTER aka STEVE IRWIN, here, i salute you for your bravery, in which brought joy, laughter to the huge crowds and educated the people on wildlife, especially the kids. I admire the passion of yours and the strong believe of your stand. This had certainly bought great returns to you, rather, you had contributed to the science of wildlife. The amazing spirit of yours, shall be a model of the generations years down, shall never dies out in our hearts. here, the world are mourning for you. the loss of a passionate environmentalist. this is heart-breaking. but, you bought wonders. REST IN PEACE, MR CROCODILE HUNTER, STEVE IRWIN.

2006-09-01T10:14:00.000-07:00

1.10 am and im awake!
k random.

so i was too boring today i went net-surfing surfing-net like nobody business. its pretty waste time but lalala don't know what to do. i swear im damn tired i fell asleep the moment i sat how pathetic.

so so pluto extinction of the 9-planet system makes me cry cos i would surely miss him. pls pls the 8 brother planets don't forget him no matter what although he's abit shorter now you all can't see him now. being a dwarf planet isn't any bad cos he've got snow white accompany how romantic. n how i studied for him how cruel the people are to rip him off. i want to revenge for him i don't care.

kidds are simply cute at least cuter than me lol. ok how their chubby face kana pinched how cool are their games. i don't care i wanna go back to childhood at least there are fond memories in kindergarden n gmps i missed. at least i play cool gamees too far better than now.

i want to feel fucking cool.

2006-08-31T04:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! =D

yay today la! went merry-go-round the school looking for teachers. prezzies for them and you can see the smile on their face haha. played monkey in class with that xtra-small fifa soccer its pretty pretty and total wildness man!

celebration was great ok claps for dancers they are damn cool la pls. r.o.d was damn boring or saddening ur choice but overall ok jus that the sec 3s are failures awww.

some passings with lifeng haha ok train train head-pass. yes thats good for bball lol oh the sky was raining cats and dogs i know it pissed people off. left early at 1.30 to gmps and saw dearests like pnelope, queenie, eileen, ngmin, rebecca, christina, shuhui, sumei, yanglim, eugene, hanyang, xingming and many more. in simple all the queenswayan and queenstownian.

intended to play bball but the court are damn occupied you can believe. end up took pig's netball and did some shootings. i sure was a drenched umbrella from head to toe. took 111 with queenie,pnelope,rebe,christina,eileen to orchard ended up only rebe and christina went down cos cos the rest decided to go back. thus this means that we took 111 from ghim moh to orchard and back to ghim moh. this is fuckingly fun you can imagine haha cos weather is ugly anyway.

queenie: i want a proper testi.(frenster)
pnelope: huh? you want a proper testis?
laughed.
eileen: i gonna laughed till have 6 pec.
queenie: you gonna laughed till have 6 breasts?

ok random. noticed i wasn't involved cos i aint so dirty-minded anyway tsk.

the sheeshers captain's-balled with papaphysix,prince and garfield. u can imagine how jealous i could be. like i wanna joined man. in the 1st place y should i go back to pri sch cos in the end quite nothing-to-do ok dumbo-lixuan yes shyt me. i fuckingly missed yes but i swear i gonna go for the next one yay.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! =D

2006-08-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

when i thought.
my negative feelings have subsided.
when i thought.
things are getting better.

i suddenly found out.
things are going the opposite way.
not my desired way.
no.
things are getting harder.
things are getting darker.
things are getting worser.

i felt so pessimistic.
once again.
when am i gonna recover.
i'm not sure.
maybe.
when i die.
maybe.

i know i know.
choosing to look at things.
at a wrong angle.
is wrong.
so wrong.
but but.
can you teach me not to?
i aint knowing.
just going deep down.
dropping deep down.
crying deep down.

i felt so so so DOWN.
once again.
awwwwwwwwwwww.
i felt so DEEP-PRESSED.
once again.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

everything.
seems so black.
so black.
no ray of hope.
i cant see.
its total blackness.
total darkness.

cos' life's full of DOWNS.
i can't get up.
never can i.

2006-08-26T10:11:00.000-07:00

life aint life.
yes.
no life.

downs are too much.
they pull people apart.
it's so disheartening.
so so freaking.
way too depressing.

being alive = extra.
being living = chore.
being dead = happy + many more.
which will u choose.
number 3.
thats my choice.
cos it sounds so disneyland.

results aint everything.
yes they aint.
but but they determine something.
yes.
something.
ur ability.
so im just stupid.
i suck alright.
to the world.
i have no contributions.
just a useless bump.
taking up a large space on earth.
give up on me.
world.
you don't need me.

i already given up myself.
be dead for good.

2006-08-25T23:52:00.000-07:00

eoy is coming.
i know i know.
how menacing.
how threatening.
how demanding.
but but.
i lost the interest in studying.
yes.
after the trauma from ct2.
all the disgusting marks.
physics,maths,language.
i'll not touch them.
NO.
cos i intend to fail.
fail badly.
at least i am prepared.
to get that kinda marks.
at least.
my life will be a lil happier.

my heart din fail me.
i din fail myself.
nono.
but its the results that fail me.
they fail me.
i aint wanna give up.
but im forced to.
forced to.
cos what if.
i'll get that results again?
i lost the interest.
the passion.
the heart.
in simple.
im NOT a champion.
i NEVER was.
i ONLY knew.
i was a LOSER.
a LOSER last time.
a LOSER now.
a LOSER forever.
in simple.
im just a SORE LOSER.

i know im a weakling.
one who cant takes failure.
one who let failure overtakes.
i guess im truly one.
cos everything.
is failing me.
and its making me numb.
cold.

so in simple.
life's full of DOWNS.
yeah few ups.
so why not die earlier?
be a member of the paradise.
and be happy forever?
great.

failure.loser.
thats me.
i aint want it.
but but.
everything.
is BEYOND my control.
beyond.

2006-08-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

DEEP-PRESSED.
down deep in my heart.
i still can't get over it alright.
i guess i'll never.
never recover.
never learn.
never.

i aint so strong.
as to get up.
as to learn from my mistakes.
so i know.
i belong to the.
turn-their-disappointment-into-hatred category.
cos one serious setback.
is enuff to cost you ur life.
or maybe to me only.
so i lost.
i lost the interest.
i lost the passion.
i lost the passion.
i lost the battle.
at the end of the day.
i still lost.
aint any champion.
i never was a champion.
i only knew.
i am a loser.

loser.

uper duper super down.
argghh.
cant take it anymore.
hate it.
what's life all about.
when you have to lead everyday.
with that kind of feeling.
oh great torture.
oh great suffer.

school just aint a disneyland.
no no fun.
no better than hell.
no better than prision.
no better than the bridge of sigh.
so i hate it.
hate it to the core.

why am i born?
why am i living?
why aint i dead?
how i hope i have a choice to choose.
yes.
and i shall choose the third one.
free o' worries.
great huh.
longing.
yes longing.
and yes.
coming.

its difficult to get up.
way too pain.
and and.
i'm afraid of the impending.
i fear the next fall.
the next setback.
the next disappoint.
the next cry.

2006-08-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

feeling so so so down.
down down down.
cos cos results are failing me.
yeah one by one.
they failed me.
yes they failed me.

mr chowy say its not the end of the world.
and added that i shouldn't resent.
ha but think think.
that effort i've put in.
and it ends up in the drain.
ahhh so it makes people so dulan.
so zek ark.
yes.
so disappointed.
so depressed.

a lil lil ct2.
tt kinda marks.
what about a big big eoy.
think think.
imagine.
what kind of lousy mark.
could i get again.
so in conclusion.
resent.
step back.
give up.
die.
cos everything.
is like no point.
no end.

i dun wanna think
if i did fail myself.

goodbye mother earth.

2006-08-25T04:57:00.000-07:00

something is motivating me.
yes yes something.
motivating me all this while.
yeah.
motivating.
not to study.
definitely.
NAH.
i never gonna touch books.
especially physics and maths.
nono just get lost bookies.
but something.
something is motivating me.
yes.
motivating me.
to give up.
yes.
motivating me.
to die.
yes.
to escape.
yes.
to be freed.
yes.
i gonna achieved that.
yes.
soon.

dead.

2006-08-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

seriously felt so duper down.
results are just dustbins.
smelly sucky and disgusting.
you can imagine that.
all the hardwork.
and aint paid.
the feeling.
you can't imagine that.

depressed.
so tired you know know.
exhausted.
burn-out.
felt living a chore.
and i told myself.
why not choose death?
my ego agreed.

ways ways ways.
the road.
the railing.
the car.
the knife.
the building.
figuring out the best way.
to kill herself.
to die.

teacher tok about lance armstrong.
i know i know.
i can never be like him.
i aint so strong.
furthermore.
i wont live long.
jus one useless thing here.
why not die soon?
yeah yeah.
and find my own happiness?
what a great idea.

so i gonna figure out myself.

goodbye mother earth.
dead.

2006-08-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

i knocked myself on the wall.
hard.
it doesn't work.
concussion.

i cut my wrist with a knife.
deep.
it doesn't work.
pain.

i tried to climb over the railings.
high.
it doesn't work.
what the heck.

i tried to gave myself carbon monoxide.
pinky.
but it doesn't work.
tired.

nothing gonna turn me down.
so i'll keep trying.
to escape.

goodbye mother earth.

dead or ~~alive~~.

2006-08-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

depressive mode.

commited suicide.

dead.

2006-08-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

devastated.

oh world.
you know you know.
how great can you be.
but how someone hates you.
you made her disappoint.
you gave her space not to live.
but to torture.
but to tear.
but to cry.

how how she feels so exhausted.
she's enough of you idiot worldie.
she wants to gave up.
gave up her space.
gave up her life.
no regrets.

oh she looks at the railing.
she just have the urge.
to climb and jump.
she looks at the knife.
it looks so magical that she wants to try.
perhaps she want a new place.
where it can make her life a lil better.
and and.
no more cries.

dead.
goodbye mother earth.

2006-08-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

-dead.

2006-08-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

As mortal life mirages now appear.

like when all rays fails to shine.
i felt a need to be refracted.
off the earth.

like when i am the failure.
every success seems milli-second.
and as those unhappy things.
swept past at 3.0 x 10^8 m/s.
you cant think logically or mentally.
the only thought is DEATH.

the world cant accept me.
you know.
its too much a confined space anyway.
it choke people to death.
what a lack of carbon dioxide in ur lungs.

when calculations seems too confusing.
the more i rebel.
the more i got crazy.
the more i felt like dying.

as darkness engulfed.
you're just one little useless thing.
just surrender earlier.
perhaps then it helps a little better.

Alone, in front of the expanse of black.
Light from the side but faith no more.
A moment to ponder before I crack.
And I reach for the pain without a sore.

2006-08-19T21:22:00.000-07:00

predicted results.
cos' ha she had a lot of dumbo answers.
and blanks.
so she told herself.
to pull up her smelly socks.
next yr olevels.
she's not gonna be the intervals.
but the highest displacement at the crest.

and and i wanna meet the oh-so-cool baller la.
i think the feautures like oh so pretty can.
haha.
teck ghee baller sumore.
must be not simple.

after tuesday is free!
like i want go POOL ok.
yeah yeah and eh ARCADE.
and commit some crimes la.

john tucker must die 3-on-3 basketball competition

2006-08-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

life's down.
live it or give up.

i gave up.

life sucks.
life's unfair.
for what we enjoy.
tests befalling to destroy.
aint wanna give it a try.
i want to die.

un-accomplished.
so many things undone.
i know i know.
all my friends are helly hardworking.
so it gets you stressful.
paranoid rather.
like this aint life ok.

i gave up.

2006-08-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

bet you common test is hell.
ok like give it a shot and you forget it all.

dad's bday at pu tien with relatives.
like oh-so-fun the bonded feeling.
long time no buy cake for him le.
so this year like waaa.
the arteries in his cheeks dilated.
brushed.

regarding the ndp.
mixed feeling of joy and sadness while watching.
last year at the nat stadium.
bet it was kinda dun-bear feeling.
the dancers must be sad to leave.
the ground.

and as i watch.
i remember the days way back in 2005.
the girl guides contingent.

i hate life.
life suck helly.
life sad like bloody tom.
i don't like/dislike it.
hate it you can say.
its bored/depressive.
way too sway-ed.
kill my life.

and we both said.
"life is meaningless"

2006-07-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

hoops camp III!

regulars or call shuai ges going!

edmund winston etc omg.
ok sudden urge of signing up.
get lost la remedials.
and sarah got ncc.
like wtf pon haha and lets go.
meet up with simin and victoria.
2nd time regular haha.

school was total wildness.
lab at mr yeo period.
tagboard bombarded by us.
mr chia anth joker.
he talks like so blur but so uper funny.
ok you must admit he's cute.
he support pap.
and he declared that he wants to go for the next election.
4 years later.
when he have been talking about it.
like 2 or 4 years back?
yeah he's one good teacher.
I want him as maths teacher can.
suddenly realise our school teachers are uper cute.
mingle with us teenagers.
although there are a few exceptions la.
3o4 will know who are these people la.
and spa and tests coming up.
common test like shyt.
whats up with life.
busy with it and having to end at some day.
give us a break.
let us enjoy life.
then thats the truth of living.
boo.

2006-07-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

hoops camp 111 is here i swear i want to go la please no remedial. philips singapore cup 2006 have got world class players to play i want to catch idiotic common test 11.

tests turn me upside down oh teachers you have stress we have stress stop stressing each other.

i want to be psychologist i want to understand how human thinks i want to be a person who detect the nature of man and understand the problems of the society i want to know the truth of living i want to live in happiness sadness angryness everything pls fulfil me cause i want to taste the different facets of human i want to walk walk round the world alone give me peace i want to appreciate the culture and lifestyle of different people i want to explore life i want to be daring capable clever stupid innocent naive useless hopeless everything i want hatred i want jealousy i dun like the world so competitive so fast so advance dun give me chance to stop and appreciate the things around me i dun like people they so evil no one is good i want to be perfect idealist wise clever introvert selfish selfless pretty ugly hateful whatever you think i am i want to be what i am i want to pursue what i want i dun want anybody to restrict me i dun like all of you life so dull black meaningless leave me alone go get lost and mind urself cos you will never get to understand me get out of my world.

2006-07-09T04:41:00.000-07:00

you just can be sure that ytd is fun!

except for the excel fest.

total slackness.

went for ndp in the evening.

cab there and we are broke.

me,anqi,xueen,yingxin,jinghui,maimiao.

we were shouting when gg contingent is out.

and we sure saw that XXX madelene.

and me and xue en went down.

spotted the sec 3 tap dancers!

managed to say a hi.

cool.

nh item wasn't too bad or great afterall.

but as compared to other items.

seems abit sian.

cos other items got those firework and stuff.

but overall is quite neat.

though can see they have a hard time finding the markings.

haha.

and maimiao was shouting at the sight of fireworks.

or rather, screaming.

wahaha.

meet up with simin ryan weesze and a guy.

and the girls were singing like nobody business?

I kept quiet la lol.

and ryan piggy-back simin!

and weesze was piggy-backed by her guy!

HAHA.

initially want to eat tian ji zhou.

but no tables and needa wait long.

so walked around.

wasted hell loads time in deciding where to eat.

den want go newton food centre.

but on the mrt decided not cos of transport.

den went to lau pa sat.

ok fun fun fun!

ate noodles satay and chatted.

vey happening, good or bad.

but fun anyway!

and we saw milubin, a j3 member and 2 amber ppl!

like so cool kae.

they were with so many girls la.

LOL. and milubin drummist simply rock!

haha.

bid farewell as i hopped on to 100 bus alone.

reached home at only about 12.

Great day man!

I kinda feel that I can't have this happiness with my class.

Yeah.

What I want is that.

a class who study hard in exam.

a class who will go TOTAL WILD in playing.

But sad, I don't have such class.

But i still love 304.haha.

Anyay yup had a fun day with them!

2006-06-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

What a bad hair day.

I misplaced my file on the bus.

And I was like freaking out.

But oh gracious jo2 was in the bus.

And she managed to got hold of it.

A cockcroach nearly climb up my leg.

Its uper disgusting okay.

Went to do homework with tm after that.

And he was explaining to me bout physics.

With great difficulty.

Awww.

Oh dear vic and simin lost queensway by 3.

Next match should be against new town.

And they say confirm lose.

Thats not the kind of attitude huh.

Confident is one of the factor to succeed.

Jiayou and do me proud!

Seems like not only I hate her.

The whole class agrees with me.

2006-06-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Bad start of the term man.

Was caught by the new form for my hair.

HEY.

My hair aint any long.

Can't you see HUH?

And then I was caught for attire and hair by blim.

blim: You look like a mad woman!

me: har?orh.

blim: like some lion or tiger in the zoo

me: orh okay.

blim: You better do something to your hair.

Okay that was crap.

I aint gonna do anyth to my hair.

Till it grows long.

Had KFC with jo2 and ruth.

And yea we crapped whole time.

And ruth was mad over the bus driver.

Haha he attitude problem la.

Like this is common man.

Totally down today.

In the state of commotion.

With all that gastric pain.

Hurr what's wrong with me.

And I'm feeling stress again.

O's chinese oral is coming.

Which is total shit la.

And I really feel like balling at the moment.

Someone please grant me.

2006-06-24T11:32:00.000-07:00

Haha fun day!

Met sarah vic simin for the finals.

3rd/4th placing match were tough.

Guess kaixuan not on form?

They lost by over 10+ points la.

Anyway teck ghee is a good team.

Team spirit is present!

The final match was between alj and combined schools.

And it was a super-damn-tough match.

Combined school is good.

Passing, dribbling, rebounding.

Duper accurate.

But alj aint any bad!

Instead I think they perform better than them.

Their hiong-ness, especially number 6 and 11.

And I really admire number 6 la.

3-pointers that were attempted got 70% get in.

That were so pro okay.

Especially at last-quarter.

4-5 3pointers.

Helped to reduce the gap.

But in the end, combined schools thrashed alj.

55-60.

Ha combined schools aint that great la.

Fancying them being the top of youth basketballers.

And in team singapore.

But nearly losing alj.

I think alj can just replace them?

Ha no offence.

U16 guys' finals were between tagawa and combined schools.

Din watch the match as I was watching the girls one.

And tagawa thrashed them 78-66.

Big difference I can say.

Combined schools made up of top players in national.

Selected in team singapore.

Yet they were beaten by tagawa.

And practically MOST of the supporters were cheering for alj(girls) and tagawa(boys).

No one supported combined schools in fact.

Everyone cheered when alj tried to catch up.

With number 6's remarkable 3 pointers.

Anyway saw a lot of cool people la.

Hair like xxxx cool.

And I actually saw the sec 4 bballer samuel and qilong.

Went to mcdonalds after that.

And vic kept smashing my stomach.

When i'm having gastric pain.

Imagine the pain la.

So ultra nice ok.

Mrt-ed to changi airport to fetch my sister.

Haha oh-so-nice jeffrey brought me so many cute stuffs.

Ok I simply admire alj and teck ghee =)

2006-06-23T09:20:00.001-07:00

Today was uper boring la.

Use computer, do homework.

What's more.

And my net fren did join the teengames!

And she attain a place!

Ha FIRST CONGRATS!

My another net/new towner fren got 2nd!

Ha SECOND CONGRATS!

And yea my net fren finished the semi's in victory.

And they are gonna compete combined schs tml.

Ha THIRD CONGRATS!

Will be down tml to support them!

GO GO GO!

They will win!

Haha and finally after so many weeks.

I'm gonna meet my camp bball mates!

Feeling so excited about tml!

2006-06-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today was uper boring la.

Use computer, do homework.

What's more.

And my net fren did join the teengames!

And she attain a place!

Ha FIRST CONGRATS!

My another net/new towner fren got 2nd!

Ha SECOND CONGRATS!

And yea my net fren finished the semi's in victory.

And they are gonna compete combined schs tml.

Ha THIRD CONGRATS!

Will be down tml to support them!

GO GO GO!

They will win!

Haha and finally after so many weeks.

I'm gonna meet my camp bball mates!

Feeling so excited about tml!

2006-06-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

Reached home at 11.

BBQ was kinda great and lame.

Spent most of my time cycling.

Instead of eating.

Enjoying the breeze and yea.

Listening to the ripples of waves.

Kinda fun and relaxing.

Thoughts ran through my mind.

And I saw shazni!

Ok it's so great meeting my old fren huh.

and managed to say a HI to xingming.

Haha I cycled like xxx to reach there.

And tickmeng, junhe, kahswee cycled to CCAC.

Isn't that cool?Haha.

They saw new towners there.

Haha I shall reckie it out one of this days.

And my dad lost his hp la.

Dunno which ever xxx stole it.

Blame it to my dad la.

This is the xxx time he lost it.

Total greatness.

2006-06-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

Class BBQ is tml.

Aww which means I needa wake up early.

Cause I'm watching the 3 am match.

Great torture man.

But I'm gonna go cycle.

And possibly cycle to xingming pit and say a HI.

Ok that's pretty lame la but yeah.

Saturday gotta rush here and there.

Would be watching finals with bball campmates.

Ha great reunion.

Miss them loads, guys/girls.

Hoping alj would win the U16 title.

Support my friend there.

Woohoo.

It gonna be so damn fun.

2006-06-17T21:45:00.000-07:00

Basketball-sick again.

Maybe I'm not for bball.

My fate disallow me to bah.

Felt super sad in not able to pursue bball.

But I will play it as a hobby.

To bring me happiness.

Really admire those pro-ballers.

They have the chance in life to play in a team.

I don't.

Sad isn't it?

Maybe I have to turn my focus and direction on other things.

But I'm not gonna let down myself.

I'm not gonna give up bball.

Just hoping in jc/poly.

I would be able to get in school team.

Then I could have a better view.

So as to determine myself where I'm heading.

Everyone thinks I'm a b****.

Ok I must make clear myself that I AINT.

HAHA.

I just prefer this image, look of me.

The image that most ballers have.

Of course, there is alot.

But I just prefer this style.

Who knows.

I might change next time.

I would like to head towards the jap fashion/style.

HAHA but slowly la.

2006-06-16T06:23:00.000-07:00

Back from Kukup Island.

and I've tasted the wonders of kampong life.

Free o' worries ; stress.

1st day

Crossed the custom and yea.

the custom officer told me to have a photo-change.

Took the mini-bus and off to kukup.

Journey was damn long.

But chatted with relatives and cousins.

12 of us went and.

the kind of feeling its great.

the belonging, the harmony.

On the way saw palm trees.

My geography studies do help haha.

Reached there and went to the fishing area.

Then saw many weirdo creatures la.

then reached our chalet and started fishing.

and this uncle which we dunno actually fished

4 demon fish at one go.

and Water snakes are xxx.

BBQ at night by some people serving us.

Food were really delicious la.

And we too listened to the

oh-so-psychological Desmond kor kor

talk about the LEE family

with aunt, uncle and cousin.

and I find it abit xxx.

thoughts ran through my mind la.

zooooooooooooomm.

At night played cards and I lost.

Damn lot.

And I dunno if its true or trying to scare me.

Desmond kor kor say this house is dirty.

Ok it sent chills down my spine alright.

and we went to watch the GE TAI.

ok the people there are pretty farnie.

Watched England vs Trnidad and Tobago match.

then Talk to Desmond at the jetty there.

Great talk with great imagination by Desmond.

Haha but at least it's a very nice talk.

Den ton with Yiwei to watch Sweden vs Paraguay.

Super tired!

Nice match with Sweden scoring that goal.

2nd Day

Woke up sleepily and I kept fidgeting la.

The adults are chatting again bout some

human-sense-feeling-relationship-funerals procession.

Enriching talk.

And at about noon we packed our stuffs and go.

Bye to our chalet.

SAD.

I do have feelings to things which I engaged in.

We then had some photo-takings as a memory.

HAIS.

We were then driven to JB shopping centre.

Enormous can.

Had KFC and yea their KFC is indeed great.

then went to a restaurant to eat.

Food were contrasting la.

Some were great and some, the opposite.

And then, crossed Malaysia and Singapore custom.

and I tried to give the money to Desmond kor kor.

and Yanling jie jie just like throw it to me.

Back to home now.

I felt that I din treasure the time well.

Maybe I did.

Just felt that all wasn't enough.

What's more.

Treasure the now.